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Changed

2008-08-18T16:33:00.000-07:00

So it’s raining – it’s been raining all day. This year I have been through a lot, I have done so many things I have never would have done before, I have changed, Ben has changed. Is there something wrong with me? I’ve never felt this way. Met new people, some I wish I never knew some and I’m glad I got to meet. Ever wonder why God puts people in your life? Even if you meet them just a couples times and then never see them again, or meet somebody that you wish you never met, but glad you did? I’ve been deep in thought lately about stuff; it’s hard to comprehend what I have been through. I’ve done so much good and so much bad…Why don’t I feel guilty for the wrong I have done, I DO feel guilty...but it doesn’t stick to me like it has in the past, I have become almost emotionless when I want to cry, I can’t…I don’t know what’s wrong with me? Something is wrong...I just need to fix it; Only God can help me through this. I’ve been told my marriage won’t last, now I’m starting to fear what they say, if we lost each other, our lives will be ripped apart, I’ll never be the same person, and what’s scary is that I’m not the same kind of person like I was 2 years ago. Is that okay...is that wrong. Help me God. Please.

Trust

2007-12-30T21:01:00.000-08:00

I'm Quoting what my Husband Wrote on his myspace blog.

"I believe the reason people don't trust in God is because they don't know him. If you were to walk out into the streets you would see a lot of people you don't know. You would never ask those people to come into your home because you don't trust them. People don't trust God because they don't know God. They don't ask Him to come into their hearts because they don't trust God. I'll leave it at that :)"

I'm Thankful!

2007-11-08T08:27:00.000-08:00

Well the Holidays are here, Thanksgiving and Christmas. Wow the year has gone so fast. I've been Married for a Year and a half, and my Marriage is getting stronger Everyday! Thats one of the things I'm thankful for, is my marriage. It was the will of God for us to get married, And I Thank him SO much for that! I thank God that I have a Family, that loves me and cares for me, and also thankful that I was born into a Christian Family. I'm thankful for God sending Jesus to die on the cross for me and you, I'm thankful that God provides Food, Clothes, Money, Roof over my head, and The love that he shows to Ben and I. He has truly blessed us. Thank you God For everything that you have provided for Ben and I, and For the rest of my family! Thank you!

I love God so so Very much!

2007-09-04T00:52:00.000-07:00

Just me, Sitting on the couch, tired, but couldn't get any sleep. Thinking about my future, my life, where is God going to put me next? I pray, I read his word. My life has changed alot in the last 5 years. I look back and see how different I was. I look at what all I have been through and see that God provided for me even the times where difficult, he was there. I thank him so much for all he's done in my life, and how he put my husband and I together, how my family and his family prayed that we would find the right spouse to be with for the rest of our lives. I praise him, I thank him so much for so many things. I love him so much. Thank you God for all that you have done for me. I love you!